This song speaks of my feelings right now. I really dont want to go...
Probably its my own stubbornness that I've chosen this, but now, I do regret making this decision. I know 2010 will be an exciting year for RCC, I believe it'll be a time of growth in numbers and in each individual's spiritual walk with God. I don't want to miss this, I want to run this race with them, I want to witness this growth. I might join home church there, but the feeling is not the same.
I dont know what it'll be like in Finland, distractions may be great. But, I pray that God's presence will be so real to me everyday and I'll discipline myself and stay focus on His words.
"I never want to go somewhere, if I know that You're not there..."
