As Christians, our lives are a constant struggle between our will and the will of God. The circumstances of God's will are often strange and enigmatic, sometimes they don't even make sense. However, His will is being worked out even in ways we cannot see or understand. When we relinquish control of our lives and yield to God's will, then love, joy and peace will characterise our lives. I was blessed by this old hymn- Trust and Obey, we must: "Trust and obey, for there´s no other way to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey."
Lord, You have been our dwelling place in all generations.
Before the mountains were brought forth,
Or ever You had formed the earth and the world,
Even from everlasting to everlasting,
You are God. . . .
Oh, satisfy us early with Your mercy,
That we may rejoice and be glad all our days!
(Psalm 90:1-2, 14)